Friday, June 23, 2006

i love you without knowing how,or when or from where.i love you straight forwardly,without complexities or pride;so i love you because i know no other way then this:where i does not exsist,nor you,so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,so close that when you close your eyes,i fall asleep.

i sit by my window and see my world around.
theres so much chaos and confusion,but i cant hear a sound.
a stranger caught my eye one day,far down below.
we stared at each other.theres so much we want to know.
our days went by slowly,our paths cross now and then.
our eyes became the papers,our minds became the pen.
would you take my hands in yours and guide my through and through?
or would you give me all sweet kisses to find that none are true?
do we chance our hearts too and suffer the consequences later?
or do we chance our hearts to find,theres no love greater?
that magical night have finally come when two souls would combine.
our future now remain to the man above,and the slow process of time.
our first kiss left its imprint deep within my mind,
i found myself hunger for you,but the kiss would do just fine.
Sunday, April 30, 2006

train rides with silly billy dances
ballroom dancing on the kitchen floor
hit you in the head with a fish
bike rides to food eating public places
letters to you,to me
washing dishes
soap and water moments
drive on the phone
lalas on special dawn nights
snap snap cheese
views from my eye to review
butterfly kisses
pushe
skips
emuahs
smiles
twinkles
fights
shouts
blinks
walk aways
fingers
feeleys
twenty sevens

hello beautiful,always
Tuesday, April 25, 2006

i've cried enough tears yesterday to put the pacific ocean to shame
its hard to be happy when you know you created your own diaster
i dont comb my hair
i dont catch your eye
this was going to mean something
i swear
but then i realise nothing i say comes out the way i mean for it to
this is more real than i can handle


and i should have known better than to place my heart into the palm of someone who never could keep their hands to themselves. you would think

right now when we go through a tunnel,i wish i could be anyone else but myself

LOVE IS FOR LOSERS

MESSAGES THAT BRING SMILES.
PRANK PHONE CALLS THEN LEAVES ME SMILING ALL DAY.
INSULTS IN PHONECALLS WHICH I IGNORE.

bloody cool guitar playing super handsome plus pretty person,goodnight

Monday, April 24, 2006

smiles after hot long waiting cookies.
how am i to be tiny?
i dont know i just really dont know.
sucker free week,
oh poo,tell me what to do.
Thursday, April 20, 2006

is it a touch of frost lies in the air?
why are we haunted with a sense of loss?
we do not wish the pain back or the heat;
and yet,and yet,these days are incomplete.
Thursday, December 01, 2005

i never sulked so much in a half an hour trip before.

laa la la la la lala
Friday, November 25, 2005

I GOT MAIL
i'm insanely happy.
i always knew koreans were smelly,irritating,think pretty girls are boys,give free smokes and are faggots.
not here again for the second year in a row what rubbish.
how about next year my love?
fly here soon so we can have a soap and water session.
i'm officially jobless and pennyless.
friday its off to bangkok with the fellow cocks.
i'm also here to declare i have drunkard friends.

so did you know racecar spells racecar backwards?