Sunday, March 27, 2005
i thought i was something but i was nothing,nothing to you at all.
it fucking hurts when this happens.you dont know it cause i never do tell.it hurts that we're apart.i dont even know what i'm saying.i said i was happy.i suggested it.but each time i see you,i miss you more.you made it so clear,you made it so clear you didnt feel for me anymore.it was all lies.lies i loved lies that made me fall for you.i'm such a fucking fool.
thats seriously hysterical blindness if you get what i mean.i thought it meant something but i guess i thought wrong.